2010年7月24日星期六

The dream is no trace

Awoke crying from a dream, cheeks covered with tears, grief does not end because of wake up, crying voice continued. Good real dreams, whether it is anxiety and fear of heart or have dreams Riyousuosi cause night? I can not tell. Clear and well know the true good dream, like I have experienced the same. Yes, because I have experienced in the face, so I just like the Heartbreakers.
A good vulnerability of life, facing death, the living apart from fear and helplessness, powerless to do anything. I'm afraid I have loved ones who disappear one by one in front of me. Live ordinary every day going through some memories, have long been ignored. I know that people are not living in a dream, but dream of the mark but I still can not get rid of. Perhaps this is something everyone experiences, and everyone will feel sorrow. So why, that dream has always been entangled in my mind? I would also like to open heart, go with the flow, can be easier said than done, but it is too difficult.
Many people complain born Duochou live so tired, can not think about it? How can I do not want to do? Beginning of life, we are naked to, the end of the then empty-handed. Red Dust tour, what are we going? Experience a romantic love? Feelings of affection for some flesh and blood of their loved ones? To one or bland, or fantastic stories draw perfect end? Each person's experience or different, but both are achieving the same end.
Dream is helpless to give up, looking away loved ones, only endless grief. Dream, I can not choose. Fortunately, it was just a dream wake up, but can not be depressed heart back from the dream, because I know that one day this dream will become reality sooner or later, this is the pain!
Chaotic thoughts traction with me in the past and present, back and forth between. A dream to me heart hurt, I think if the world suddenly without me, my family and I will use the same heart to miss me, as I will have to dream I was in pain. Quietly believe that death is not terrible for everyone, bring the terrible shadow of death and sadness, terrible in the face of the dead left behind in this world all the memories. Wishful thinking to think that if something can be left to the memory of the death of all the nice to eliminate it. In that case, death can only be called the real end.
Fear, I even think to do a better life than to spend a grass. Whether long or in the mountains and open the pot, spring hair green, barren winter solstice. Lodging such, will not fades and sorrow, will not wither and distressed. Huakaihuaxie, seeds falling dust, life extension again. . . . .
Unaware of surprise, all the life cycle of the natural world was actually so similar. Had no real end, everyone is also a continuation of life. Since we can not choose when it is on the learn to accept and face? Society faced down a the end of life? ECOLOGY full moon like face, the same as the natural ebb and flow? We chose to use before the end of what kind of mentality to get through life, like the flowering trees, evergreen vegetation, when the vivid colors never dull, nor dismay when the dying. All obey God, follow the laws of nature, perhaps the heart will feel relieved. Ah, it should be one such, and this is it!

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